Perfect Tapestry

 I see weak and shattered you see strong and beautiful. I see someone unworthy and hopeless you see a worthy flawless divine soul....I see broken you see a shimmery crystallized mosaic completely tried and whole...and you keep breaking repeatedly piece by piece to build trust and consolidate my faith gently rebuilding me even when I can’t breathe...you breathe life into me...you’re still in control. Watch this glorious unfolding....I know if you wanted to you could wave your hand....Spare me these depressive days change your plan. And I know you could take any pain and sorrow away....but even if you don't....take the broken pieces....in this painful place....heal my heart I pray. I know it’s terrifying but it takes insane trust to press on in faith. you know what you’re doing while I drown in despair some days...in your love as I’m waiting on you falling off a cliff to teach me to fly..taking a step in crazy faith all odds defy. It feels like the end has started closing in on you... There's so much of the story that's still yet to unfold it isn’t true cuz half of your story has yet to be told and through the fire he will pull you through....even when it looks impossible somehow he always make a way for you. So keep holding on to me when I lose the desire and feel a rift as the storms come against me and the winds of change start to shift. I know what you have put me through has only broken the shell to comprehend suffering....you’re using my brokenness to make me more like you...that when you see someone going through a colossal storm hurting...it softens changes you, in a way you can’t explain....seeing through different glass shattered or not you’re perceiving....you see through different light and there’s nothing but love compassion and empathy.. taking this tattered fabric and making it into a perfect tapestry.

June 30/20