Praise You In This Storm

Be strong enough to let go wise enough to wait for God's plan. Endured many storms I had no way of controlling radar or changing its path.... a purpose it served...To which some shouldn’t have but caught me by surprise......so I had to learn very quickly to further look escape raging wrath and understand the swift ocean tide. I am not capable of controlling the weather to exercise the art of patience through faith and to respect the fury of nature facing the unforgiving storm.......still I will stand and give you praise. Strength does not mean the absence of pain you stand before. You find yourself on a small jet caught tethered immersed in rain and sometimes you cannot control what happens to you.... the turbulence will throw you off course crash landing abuse......you tell yourself you just want ppl to understand what you’re going through....you just want ppl to stop judging you..you just want to be accepted and loved too. But crying your eyes out and cutting wrists isn’t going to fix anything. Hearts slashed. Temporarily numbing emotional hurt. permanent markings...engraved scars ....a canvas turned into art....And as you’re on this flight you’ll come to realize it doesn’t matter what you do or say to some you will never be enough because you shine....so pick up the pieces and drag yourself through the mud if you have to you owe it to yourself no matter how rough. Your time is way too valuable to be wasting on ppl that can't accept who you are...who have nothing nice to say....If you aren't recieved, it ’s time to walk away.

Jan5/2020