Rebuilt Through Suffering

Let the earth shake beneath me...let the mountains fall. Let the storms rage against me... as I heed the call. Let the waters rise...I will stand as the ocean waves roar. Let me stumble and fall so I can learn how to fly like a bird to higher heights as I soar. Let the whirl winds of change change directions if that’s what you see. Let the winding broken road be where you want me to be. Give me strength and insight when I lose my way....when I can’t see what you’re trying to do, plz show me the way. Draw me back to you when I drift away. Give me overcoming power and comfort in these trying hard days. Give me strength when I am weak and can’t walk anymore. Take me gently by the hand and hold me when I start to grieve in silence and mourn. I will lift up my eyes even in all the suffering and pain. Above all the lies and hurt. I know you can make a way. I’ve seen giants fall...I’ve seen mountains move....I’ve seen waters be parted...I’ve seen what you can do. Everything is crashing down everything I’ve known as revelation is revealed to me and the mysteries starts to unfold confused and all alone.even  Fear is on my chest...The weight of the world on me. In the darkest hour when I cannot trust and breath...you have written and redeemed my story for all the world to see ...you break me little piece by piece and rebuild me in suffering to gently become the woman I’m called to be...with words that pierce the dark with the light.....with whispers of love in the middle of the fight.

June 16/20